Perseverance

I have finally learned that I can't do it all and I don't hold the cards - God does. God is my driver and I have to be patient. I have felt overwhelmed, out of control, alone and defeated. However, I continue to have FAITH. The "I" and "C" will not beat me. I will prevail. Tears may stream down my face and it might be hard to act "normal" and "happy", but I will not let IT win. I wont. I come from a family of women, who have beat all the odds in many different things. They have held on tight to their FAITH, pushing every brick wall out of their way and persevered. I will follow by their example and I will attempt to do the same.